Why does it have to rip your heart out Every. Time. I want it to be easier as time goes by. Sometimes I wish I loved him a little less. Just read an article about "detachment" and thought I could probably use some. How does Heavenly Father do it? Infinite love and infinite forgiveness. Tonight it just feels like infinite heartache.
I know exactly what you mean. It never stops hurting. You are not alone.
ReplyDeleteI've asked myself that question too. How does Heavenly Father love so deeply and yet not take it personally when we fail and hurt Him? I think the answer is that He does hurt, He just handles it better than we know how to because He has infinite perspective. We know that we have divine potential, so I've asked Him to help me develop some of those qualities, as much as possible in mortality.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Patience
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